Like the name suggests, this book is an emotional read for sure. I read it mostly in public and definitely had to hold back my expressions of true feelings (aka tried not to sob). This book has a classic “carpe diem” message that packs an emotional punch.

They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera is set in what seems like the present day, with one major difference: a company called DeathCast notifies you on the day you’re going to die. Lots of industries have sprung up around “Deckers” (people who will die that day) that offer last minute experiences. One of these new companies catering to Deckers is an app called Last Friend, where you can meet, well, a last friend. Two teenagers (17 and 18), Rufus and Mateo, get the call on the same day and become each other’s last friend.

The story follows Rufus and Mateo through their death day as they share final meetings with friends, visit Mateo’s comatose father in the hospital, eat at their favorite places, and adventure through New York City together. Rufus inspires Mateo to break out of his shell while Mateo makes Rufus want to be the best version of himself. 

I enjoyed this book, but it felt very YA, which is not really my favorite. The middle felt a bit slow plot-wise, and I liked the characters but didn’t feel super emotionally attached. I think they could have used a bit more development. I did really enjoy the addition of chapters showing vignettes and perspectives of other characters. 

Despite having some qualms with this book, the ending did get me right in the feels. I mean, I’m not heartless, and the title doesn’t lie. If you’re a fan of YA and want an easy but emotional read, this might be the book for you!

One spoiler-y thing to add (so stop reading now if you want) - I felt like Rufus and Mateo’s one day love story was out of the blue. It felt pretty unbelievable and rushed, and I didn’t really feel like it added to the story.